when will i be a top force?

what amazes me is my capacity to do things the wrong way....i want a Top Force....really want a Top Force....so what do i do?

I buy a Manta Ray and then rebuild it using brand new parts from all over the world at great cost instead of buying a NIB one?

I think it's because i like to receive lots of little packages in the post....and my wife thinks a few screws can't cost much....